the hellfire mansion
:: Everyone was accounted for. Medical attention and healing had been given as best it could. some were now cleaning and changing, some were getting some rest that they needed. Alison, had already cleaned and changed...but was once again in a new, clean, refreshed copy of her
latest costume consisting of the blue corsett, black mini skirt, white ribbon and high heeled boots.::
:: with her once again blue/black hair in a stylish, side parted bob.::
:: she returned to and sat in the control room. Unlike the others, she couldnt bring herself to go to her guest quarters. She didnt blame THEM the rest they needed, she blamed herself. She couldnt rest. so many questions, so many issues to ponder and address, so much to SEE. she laid her head down on the table...and began to fall apart. She was SO UPSET!::
:: it all flashed through her mind like a machine gun montage, she honestly didnt know WHERE to begin and how could she LEAD if she didnt know THAT!? how could she remain calm when at this very moment, they [ Nicolas and that demon] could be doing ANYTHING to Morgan, Haleigh...and even Isis.::
:: this woman, who had stalkd the deepest, darkest tunnels and the highest unseen mountains around the world, following her destiny at age 14 before she even KNEW what her destiny was...this woman who had taken down men twice her size, BY HERSELF. She was a precog, a telekinetic witch and the HARBINGER...but instead of ALL of that, she couldnt stop Morgan, Haleigh's and Isis abduction.::
:: she blamed herself, but she also blamed Nicolas. Had he NOT taken heed to her prophecy? It wasnt HER responsibility to address HIS character flaws. Even IF she had wanted to, she COULDNT. He indirectly caused her and Ava to fall through a stepping disc, opened by a very stressed...DESTRESSED Morgan. ::
:: Now Mike was attacking her character. Did he REALLY listen to himself? Did he REALLY overestimate his value to her THAT much? She swung back and forth between wanting to BLOW HIM UP and wondering if there was ANYTHING to what he said. Wondering if he REMEMBERED her prophecy to HIM about being RAVAGED by that creature and how it HAPPENED, how KAREN had to save him. That was HIS friend who was AIDING the creature. The creature called him a SERVANT. How could Mike tolerate that?::
:: he was causing her undue stress, and she was going to confront him before she met with the others. She HAD to. But she'd need someone there to keep things from turning nasty...mainly for MIKE'S sake. The only person NOW who could be counted on for THAT was...::
Firebird....
:: she said softly as she continued to sit at the conference table with her head down on the table, trying to pull herself together. ::
where is she?
:: using her "eyes" as a Seer, she quickly found the alternate Blaze...::
a pair of floating cobalt blue eyes openes before Blaze with a "pop" sound.
Blaze? I need to talk to you...I need your help.
I'm tired of Mike. I want to ....i WANT to blow him up, quite honestly, and be done with it...but i know i cant...for SO MANY REASONS. I've killed before, but in each case, they deserved it. Mike is a human...i HAVE killed humans before, namely Frost's father...:: realizing that this Blaze would not know who that is...she quickly added:: he was a mob boss who was trying to kill Alycia.
He's Nicolas' friend. He's risked his life helping this team and he seems to love Karen...
He just...OFFENDS ME to my core! I'm SO TIRED of his self righteous attacks on ME for caring about MY FAMILY! He has NO IDEA what its like to be a precog! the PAIN of knowing that sometimes, even when i see something, I CAN'T alter it. it's not MEANT to. My prophecy over Nicolas isnt what caused THIS. NICOLAS didnt TELL ANYONE...it was
I who had to tell, and by then it was TOO LATE!
and NICOLAS, he just....GAVE IN. All that bravado, all the times he wanted to try to one up MALICE, and when the time came for him to SHOW IT...he FAILED...
:: her own emotion flared, even through the seemingly emotionless floating cobalt blue eyes. but she quieted herself, remembering the rune. that damn rune. that was a key piece of information.::
:: the eyes continued to float there. but at that moment, MIKE had arrived to the control room. ::
we dont have much time. and we have much ground to cover, but I can't go on to address the others until I've addressed Mike privately. Come to the control room as soon as you can.
:: for her to admit she NEEDED anything, much less to a crosstime alternate, it was a sign that Alison was indeed STRUGGLING this evening. with that, the eyes snapped shut and shimmered out of view.::
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:: Mike was there. She didnt left her head. she wouldnt let HIM see her like this. Only those who were close to her, who EARNED her trust like Morgan, Karen, Ava, Delilah, Haleigh..even FIREIRD at this point, whom the Seer was quickly accepting. Why should she let HIM see her like this!?::
:: her voice was weaker than usual, but no less bitter.::
come to start with me again have you?
:: she knew he wasnt, but she had to at resist, buy herself some time as her tried to compose herself before lifting her head.::
I've had to go against the grain since i was a CHILD. Do you have any idea what its like...having to FIGHT YOUR OWN MOTHER to protect your sister and baby brother from her ABUSE? I was not even a TEENAGER, and my powers manifested due to the extreme emotional distress of my family dynamic and even then, having been forced to make hard choices that NO CHILD should have to face, what did i get in return? A traitorous sister who tried to KILL our brother , then me.
I never HAD a real mother until i met Karen...i never had a real SISTER until i met Morgan, then Delilah...and even now...AVA. They mean the WORLD to me, Mike.
Haleigh and I...we've come SO FAR since our early days. I love HER too...and i never thought I would say that. Funny, being a precog I should have known, but sometimes even WE miss the "small things".
:: as Mike continued, he used tact and sensitivity. Alison's hidden eyes widened at various moments. He understood more than she gave him credit for. He mentioned the Inferno, something that even SHE had referenced to herself when assessing the threat that Nicolas would come to pose. She , along with Delilah HAD been the only ones who remained steadfast in the position that Morgan needed HELP. It was rather odd to her, that many of the things he addressed were the same things she had just spoken to BLAZE about. For a human, he seemd very perceptive at th is time. ::
and what you did not know... :: she said coldly, with her head still down:: is that as it would be so many times after, NO ONE heeded my warnings until it was TOO LATE! Just like Delilah and Bishop, just like THIS. I think the ONLY time people listened to me, was when Master Mold was coming or when Circe was about to strike.
I wouldnt interfere with Karen OR Morgan's choice to love Nicolas...AS LONG as he did not pose a danger. NOW he does. I can't PRETEND to be objective. I don't have it in me. I've been FORCED to make hard choices since i was a child, Mike...and this is one of those choices. If i am forced to choose saving the lives of Morgan, Haleigh...even ISIS and of course the WORLD by KILLING HIM, then that is what i must do!
:: she slowly curled her hand on the table into a fist...clenching it::
I didnt lay in wait, for a reason to entertain Nicolas' DEATH. I take NO JOY in entertaining such a thing. My prophecy to him...was not a curse it was meant to be a WAKE UP CALL. Just as I had prophecied to my BROTHER after the INFERNO, about where HE would end up if he didnt back off of Morgan and women in general!
:: Mike reminded Alison that NIcolas was a very young man. That all he wanted to do was win her good graces. She shut her eyes...was she going SOFT? why was what he saying NOW causing pangs of sympathy in her marble hard heart? He was looking for a "big sister" type with a similar power set. She WAS used to the role of "big sister" by blood...she even TRIED to play that role for her baby brother after the Inferno and so many other things...but in the end, Cameron was not meant to be with her or the Six. Nicolas may not have meant any harm after all.::
Nicolas did offend me to my core and I have NOT been able to forgive him for it. Just as he But...I...WE...will do what we can to set HIM free. I just hope...I pray to the goddess...that HE does NOT do anything he will live to regret. MORGAN HERSELF took over a YEAR to recover from her actions during the Inferno. She SACRIFICED HERSELF in the battle of Master Mold to tip the scales for the horror she rained down upon NYC...and even now, she is still plagued by the doubt that follows her because she fears that loss of control she's worked so hard to gain.
:: pausing::
and though you are not a precog, your observation is very clear...and fair.
it has taken many members of the six a while to truly find their place. Cameron, Haleigh, Blaze, even Ava. In the beginning, NONE of us could stand each other...except Morgan, Delilah and Myself and JUST RECENTLY that sister dynamic was nearly DESTROYED...and yet we worked through it.
Despite the divisions...the strains. Nicolas and yourself ARE apart of the core now. No family dynamic is all peaches and creme but we would all be wrong for not trying to save Nicolas as we try to save Morgan, Haleigh and Isis.
:: she paused again...hoping BLAZE would arrive soon.::