Charope, LLC- Alycia's office suite
:: A little while later, Alycia was back in her office. Xavier was in a smaller "hotel office" down the hall, communicating with Oracle about the events that had occurred. Alycia didn't object. That was a good sign.::
:: But right now, in the relative comfort and privacy of her office suite, she stood near a window, with her arms wrapped around herself. After looking out on the street, she walked over to her desk, and found a framed picture of herself and Cameron King, during the photo shoot at Blaze's debutante party at XS. ::
:: "Young lovers"...was the caption on the picture. Alycia and Cameron looked beautiful together in that picture. They had worked together to help Blaze in such an important way, and the success of that moment, the mutual feeling of appreciation, happiness, and love, it was all captured in this moment with them together.::
It was....
:: She says with a soft, trembling voice to no one in particular::
....A LIE!
:: She lets the picture fall to the floor and then STEPS on it with her high heeled boot, CRUSHING the glass face of the frame and leaving it shattered as she makes her way over to a decorative wall case that houses her infamous, custom made, golden desert eagles.::
:: underneath that case is a shelf with a few other pictures, one of herself and Delilah, another one of herself with Haleigh Davidoff, it was taken shortly after the whole Silver Swan/Rick Riley debacle, when the seeds of recovery and reconciliation had been planted. Those seeds would bear substantial evidence of progress during the Arklay mansion caper, which was when the two women found new levels of trust, respect and CARE for one another. She takes the framed picture in her hand and studies it, studies HER.::
you bitch...
::FLASH!:
Cameron King said:
He closed his eyes for a moment.
"I don't...I just don't want to mess this up..It seems like every time I acknowledge that I have feelings for somebody...I manage to destroy any and every possibility there is for me to be happy...."
Cameron pulled back for a moment, creating a little bit of space between them.
"I need to be honest with you, and I need you to hear me and to take what I am telling you for what it is..."
He exhaled slowly and deeply.
"Haleigh..."
Cameron could feel Alycia's body tense up for a moment. He reeled her back in mentally.
"Alycia...just listen. I'm ready to go all in with you...[firmly] I MEAN it...but there are things that I need to fix with Haleigh. I'm telling you this right now because I need to know that before we go any further, that this wont become a bone of contention between us...."
"Haleigh is the only person who's had my back since the beginning. Since The Citadel...the night The Six was founded. She defended me tirelessly...and I managed to show her...what? That I would leave when things got hard? That my desire to prove myself to the others meant in a way turning my back on her? I CRASHED back into this world proclaiming my love to her while she was picking out a WEDDING venue...you need to know that while I don't have any plans to run away into the sunset with her, that the time i've spent rebuilding my life in New York, i've learned a lot of things...and one of those things...is that I will NEVER have another person like her in my life...and that it's time for me to make good on the promise that WE made each other in the Citadel...to BE there for each other..no matter WHAT..."
This was REALLY hard for Cameron to speak about with Alycia but he could tell there was already a little tension between Haleigh and Alycia about Haleigh's return and before the rumor mill got to churning he wanted to make sure that Alycia knew his intentions were pure and that he wasn't running any kind of game on her.
"I need my best friend back...and I think she needs HERS back too...and I'm telling you this because I know...given the history between Haleigh and I that it's not something that would be easy for ANY person to deal with, no matter who they are...but in changing who I am..I realized who I WAS...and if we are going to move forward...you and I..then I need to be honest...and I need to know that me being friends with Haleigh is something you can deal with..."
Alycia Barnett said:
DON'T present yourself to her as a door mat for her to stomp all over. Remember that SHE didn't exactly make herself available to you or ANYONE ELSE on this time for quite some time. Communication works BOTH ways and for someone like her? Her powers?? It comes alot easier and in more ways than for MOST. There are gaps in your relationship...and they were NOT all caused by you. Remember that before you let her reel you in with one of her cybertronic guilt hooks.
:: Alycia said with a bitchy tone toward the end of her statement as she folded her arms and rolled her hazel eyes::
Is YOUR friendship with Haleigh something I can deal with?
:: scoffing with a laugh as she turns back to look at Cameron::
The better question to ask is, can SHE handle a real friendship with ANYONE on this team without disappearing for 6 months at a time. Can SHE handle YOU with ME. US?
You better stop looking at her as a wounded sheep and recognize her for the WOLF that she's always been.
:: Skip forward ::
Alycia Barnett said:
Let's just say...any ILLUSION I had about where she & I stood as so-called friends has been shattered.
As far as I'm concerned....I don't even think she KNOWS how to be a friend to anyone for any sustained period of time. But that's just how *I* feel. That has no bearing on the situation between YOU TWO.
:

elilah's words from yesterday were still in her mind. She WANTED to believe them, to let THEM be her solace, but she just felt like Haleigh still had a "use, abuse & dispose of" mentality and until she saw otherwise? She had no interest in being anywhere near Haleigh.::
I just wanted you to be aware that while you SHOULD be concerned about several things here...I think you might be off about which things those are.
Go to her, do what you need to do. Just don't over extend yourself or you may end up regretting it.
And while I am understanding...and ENCOURAGING even...I will NOT be an extra in somebody ELSE'S unfinished business.
Everyone else has grown up and moved on. It's time she did the same.
:: The feminum bracelets on the amazon's wrists shimmer, as her smooth hands are now TREMBLING and gripping the framed picture tightly::
But I was wrong...they made a fool of me. I TRUSTED them that bastard [Cameron]...that BITCH [Haleigh] ....and they made a FOOL of me....
AND HE HAS NO REGRETS!?
:: She SNAPS the picture frame and all with her bare hands, and flings the broken pieces in any given direction::
:: she then grabs the firepoker from the fire place and begins to SMASH, WRECK and DESTROY any picture that includes Cameron OR Haleigh in it, ANY object, ANY thing that had anything to do with her interactions/relationships with either of them.::
THEY DIDN'T REGRET IT!
:: The amazon RAGES, UNAWARE at the moment that Bishop, who was drawn to the door way of her office by the sounds of her grief, is now witnessing the fury of this amazon unleashed::
:: after a few moments of mindless rage and destruction, she flings some cards, letters, and gifts from Cameron, along with his estate papers into her fireplace, and watches them be consumed by the flames. She throws the fire poker down, and drops to her knees::
ATHENA....I HATE THEM! I HATE THEM BOTH!
:: She cries out::
I DON'T CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO HIM OR ANYONE ELSE IN THAT BUILDING!
I NEVER SHOULD'VE WENT BACK TO THEM. I NEVER SHOULD'VE TRUSTED THEM!
I HATE THEM!
::And now, while dropped to her knees, she buries her face into her hands, and slumps over, and weeps::
:: She doesn't like to fail. She doesnt like to waste her TIME, and her respect, her loyalty, her friendship, her trust, her LOVE, those are GIFTS that she was taught NOT to give FREELY, but BOTH of these people through their own individual, unique and seemingly genuine ways and efforts, WON those gifts from her, only to turn around and SQUANDER them, to make a FOOL of her, and CAMERON had no regrets, he SAID so. HALEIGH, it was almost GUARANTEED that she felt the same way.::
:: And NOW, this amazon, this woman's HEART struggles to hold itself together, as the feelings of BETRAYAL and DISRESPECT seek to tear it apart.::
:: They get to do whatever they want, and justify it with their SICK, TWISTED "need" of each other. NEITHER of them could ever have a REAL, EQUITABLE, ETHICAL relationship with anyone because those things aren't NATURAL to EITHER of them. They seek each other out because each of their selfish, twisted, amoral, fractured souls RECOGNIZE the other, and yearn to find completion in each other. NO ONE ELSE, no matter how good, decent, TRUE they are, would EVER be enough or RIGHT for them.
:: Cameron was RIGHT, he DIDN'T deserve Alycia. He didn't deserve the longsuffering loyalty and support of VIVICA, he didn't deserve the TRUST of DELILAH, he didn't deserve ANYTHING but the PAIN , UNCERTAINTY, and DANGER that was coming his way, and right or wrong, with ATHENA as Alycia's witness, Alycia VOWED in her heart to disavow Cameron completely. She would NOT come to his aid, EVER, and if he tried contacting her, she would NOT respond. If he EVER tried to invade her space again? She would NOT be responsible for her actions. ::
:: And as for Haleigh? Well, as harshly as Alycia rebuked HERSELF for going against her own life lesson: "when people tell/show you who they are, BELIEVE them", with her getting this out of her system NOW, she could go about the process of correcting THAT error. Haleigh hadn't faced someone whom she betrayed, that could HIT BACK and make it count. She hadn't faced someone who would not forget OR forgive. That was going to CHANGE.::
When revenge...equals...justice...
:: she said slowly, as she lifted her tear streaked face from her hands, and slowly stood to her face, she turned around and...::
::GASP!::
BISHOP!
:: she yelled::
How LONG have you been standing there!? how DARE you eavesdrop on me!
:: she was was in a VERY vulnerable moment, and to know that he may have seen/heard MORE than a little bit of that!? NOW she was ANGRY, and ready to LAUNCH herself upon him and attack him!::