- Real Name
- Cameron King
- Missions
- 2,406
- Residence
- New York City
- Ability
- Telepathy, Psionic, Telekinetic, Empathy, Flash Premonition
Melrose Place - Apartment #4
He probably shouldn't have mentioned Delilah. He had somehow forgotten, thanks to the bubbles of the champagne how angry Blaze was with her in the aftermath of the Blue Moon. He let her go on for a moment but then he stopped her by putting his hand up and sighing.
"Blaze..I can't let this kind of talk keep happening...It's doing nobody ANY kind of good..."
Cameron took a swig of champagne and set down the glass, pouring another one.
"I will say THIS about Delilah, Blaze...and then I'd like to say no more. Delilah Trelaven is one of the absolutely most compassionate, caring and giving people that I have ever met in my life. She doesn't have the SAME hard edge that all of us carry around like luggage. She cares to a fault. Delilah never WANTED to be a superhero..she wanted a normal life. She wanted a husband and a child and to live some place beautiful..but she didn't get that option...After Valiant...when she visited Morgan in the city, she was cast into the Kelly King caper not by her own choice...and then to see the state that Morgan was in? HOW could she leave? She didn't! Delilah stayed with people she BARELY knew and helped get her friend back from the brink of destruction..and she spent a LOT of time after that making sure that Morgan was okay.."
[taking a bite of food]
"In fact, Delilah has spent a LOT of her time helping Morgan after that, watching out for her, having her back at every single turn. She did the same thing we ALL did, but her motivations weren't because she had a bone to pick with MysTech...they were because of what these people had done to her BEST FRIEND. This whole 'Six' thing was a whirlwind for her, one if given the choice from the START of The Six if she wanted to be a part of this..I don't know that she would have signed on for it... And NOBODY can blame her for that..."
"You can say "Well She DID sign on for it so HA!" but look at her character. She doesn't give up on people, she doesn't give up on things she has started. She's never stopped standing next to her best friends, defending them when they needed and being a CONSTANT light source for this team, all of us who have made some PRETTY dark and not so proud decisions. Sure, she came across as a little judgy at times, but we NEEDED her...we STILL need her. She lets us know that human life isn't something to be played with. That we aren't GODS just because we like to think we are. Just because we HAVE the power to play God, doesn't mean that we should, no matter how we try to rationalize it. She brings a much needed humanity to the team. Not even our allies Alycia or Mike do that in the way that she does. She is an integral part to this team, and we will always need her."
Cameron rested his chin in his hand as he continued. He wasn't trying to CHAMPION for Delilah persay as much as he was trying to get people to see WHERE she was coming from.
"When it comes to Bishop..he stole EVERYTHING from us, and she got in over her head, and she lashed out because for the first time in her life, there was something that SHE wanted. Bishop was a decision that DELILAH got to make, and it was hers alone. Granted..it was a STUPID.... STUPID decision...but it was hers. She has spent SO much time watching all of us do the dumbest things and she's stood by us, and when WE had the chance to do the same for her, we did it begrudgingly and stop trusting her from that moment on. Everything that Delilah IS indicates that there is no WAY she would have ever made a decision purposefully to hurt any of us...but LOVE is the most powerful of feelings that there IS. It's what caused YOU to jump through that stepping disc and enter this timeline. It's what allowed ALISON to bring me BACK from the astral plane. TO SAVE ME. And when you have somebody like Bishop, who she has LOVED for lifetimes...that kind of connection is simply just broken..to love somebody in EVERY single one of your lives to have it never work out...Can you IMAGINE how desperate you would be to try and CHANGE that fate?"
[laughing, almost in desperation]
"And then what was her OPTION, Blaze? Break the curse and KILL her unborn baby? Did anybody really think Delilah would take that option? If anything, no matter how stupid people might view her decision, that decision...MUCH like ANY unborn child situation belongs to the woman who's BODY that baby resides in. You might say we stood behind her after that...but did we really? How many behind closed doors conversations occured? How many backhanded statements at her expense because of it....Morgan and Alison stopped trusting her judgment...RIGHT or WRONG...they did..."
[taking a sip]
"People can SAY she is a BITCH all they want, but LOOK at her goddamn situation right now! The love of her life betrayed her, caused MORE damage than ANY human ever has to us by SIGNIFICANTLY altering the world we lived in, she put a bullet to his head, laid him to his death...he returns, she discovers that she is pregnant, learns that "Oh that intense connection you feel to this man? This man that you tried to defend to everybody? This man who you can't HELP but to love? Oh well...it's a CURSE! It's going to happen in every lifetime...but this CURSE? We can END it...that is...if we take away the one possibly good thing that could have ever come from your relationship..your BABY!" I mean come ON Blaze...what kind of position is that to be put into?"
"Flashforward nine months and not only does her pregnancy cause her DEATH, but now that ONE good thing, that ONE sliver of hope she was clinging to? Her baby? Yeah well it tries to absorb all the light from her body everytime it's around her. Can't turn to Alison and Morgan for comfort because they TOOK the damn baby from her, and NOBODY, not even ME clued her in on the situation. We sat there and did NOTHING...and then when she was UNDERSTANDABLY angry and lashing out, we REMAINED silent and watched as the THREE of them exploded on each other. Delilah has ALWAYS stood by Morgan and Alison's side...and THEY returned the favor until she did something they didn't like...Do you think that Delilah liked all the decisions that those two made? No, but she trusted them enough to go along with it...she RESPECTED them enough and believed that they would keep her in the loop.."
"She had the option to become an Amazon and FORGET this life completely, but she didn't. She returned...to US. She didn't return just for her BABY...She returned for US. Blaze...she didn't even get to say GOODBYE to her child, and I don't think ANYBODY has considered HOW MUCH Delilah...not just WANTED...but NEEDED that baby to be okay and healthy and happy. Alexia would have been the ONE thing she could have gotten from Bishop that would have made it somehow all okay...ONE good thing, Blaze. That's all she wanted, and I don't think it was much to ask for..."
"And now...she's BROKEN. She feels betrayed. So she walks around being a BITCH to everything in sight. But hey, she's NOT drowning herself in the pool. She's not wallowing in sorrow, and she's NOT the only one who has said BITCHY and downright HURTFUL things when they are in pain..."
"But as broken and as obstinate as she is...she is still my family. I know your Delilah turned into an ABSOLUTE monster, Blaze...but YOUR Delilah ISN'T our Delilah. I may not have the facts to back it up or the foresight to know...but I just...I just know OUR Delilah is STRONGER than that...Look at how many opportunities she has had to just walk away from us, and she consistently stays with US..."
"And LET'S not FORGET, that The Six has faced COUNTLESS peril over the decisions that EVERYBODY has personally made from time to time. We have ALL been in a situation where we've done something that has caused incredible strife for the group. I mean, I catalysed an event that could have destroyed all of us and the WORLD...because of ME...because of MY decisions and CHOICES. And do you KNOW how long it takes to wrap your head around THAT kind of responsibility? It isn't easy."
[Cameron placed his hand on Blaze's]
"Blaze, I hear you talk very fondly about how together your team was in your timeline. In fact, you say it's one of the things you miss the most. I know you were experiencing a deep sense of depression and despair about about being here, but you've consistently said how we aren't a team and that many of us are selfish and how you wish we would realize just how awful it COULD be...speaking from your own experience in your timeline..."
Well...Be that as it may...there are some distinct differences, as i'm sure you've realized..but the biggest one among them..is that in OUR timeline...unlike YOURS...WE are still here. We have had an INCREDIBLE amount of help, but we've managed to make it. ALL of US...and if that doesn't speak to how much of a family and team that we are, DESPITE our differences in opinions...DESPITE what our personal feelings are...maybe we AREN'T as bright and joyous as your team members were...but to be honest...it's KEPT us alive. HERE...to continue to do what we do... MysTech ISN'T the threat anymore that it ended up being in your native time...and there is a reason for that.
I know it's hard having the relationships you had with your contemporaries and then coming into a time where those relationships aren't necessarily the same, but Blaze...such is life. And guess what? BECAUSE you came here...you at least get the opportunity to CHANGE it..because HERE? You HAVE Karen....You HAVE Me...You HAVE Nicolas...and You HAVE Sharon...asking to then have the Karen, Cameron, Nicolas and Sharon that YOU want would just be tempting fate in a way that seems dangerous..
The only thing we can DO Blaze? Is NOT give up on people...I mean, think about it...I don't know you all that well...I mean I KNOW you..but I don't REALLY...What if Nicolas and I were to have remained silent...and LET you leave through the Siege? You would have been gone, Morgan would have been in Limbo, Alison would be reeling from the Blue Moon events and YET AGAIN feeling that her vision had failed. Delilah would FURTHER revert..Many people don't think about this, Blaze...but a big catalyst for the reason things end up so GRUESOME in some timelines is when we are all separated from each other...or DEAD. Once our ties become severed or altogether destroyed...BAD things happen...Say what you will about THIS timeline, but we are one of SURVIVORS, and we are still intact...we've prevented so much from what we've seen in other timelines because we've managed to stick together. When we are together, no matter how chaotic our personal relationships are, we SURVIVE."
"Delilah WON'T become The Justicer...because *I* won't let it happen, and Nicolas won't let it happen...neither will Sharon, Alison, Morgan, Cassandra, Haleigh or Ava let it happen. So I guess, at some point, Blaze, you have to put your personal feelings about Delilah aside and ask yourself... "Do you REALLY want to be the insult or bitchy barb that sends her RIGHT on that path? Or do you want to get your hands dirty and save our girl?"
[Cameron took another swig of champagne]
"I hope I haven't offended you, it's just this WHOLE situation has REALLY effected me..and I can't stand to see our team severed by it...I just want you to know that I see and RESPECT BOTH sides of the story...but we can't keep playing this blame game if we are going to help ANYBODY...and Delilah has become a sister to me...My sisters are hurting...and YOUR sisters are hurting...and we have to do SOMETHING about it...."
[Cameron let out a giant burp]
"Damn, I'm a good cook!"
He laughed, burping purposefully to try and lighten the heavy moment they had just had.
"Did we really go through THIS many bottles of CHAMPAGNE?!"
He probably shouldn't have mentioned Delilah. He had somehow forgotten, thanks to the bubbles of the champagne how angry Blaze was with her in the aftermath of the Blue Moon. He let her go on for a moment but then he stopped her by putting his hand up and sighing.
"Blaze..I can't let this kind of talk keep happening...It's doing nobody ANY kind of good..."
Cameron took a swig of champagne and set down the glass, pouring another one.
"I will say THIS about Delilah, Blaze...and then I'd like to say no more. Delilah Trelaven is one of the absolutely most compassionate, caring and giving people that I have ever met in my life. She doesn't have the SAME hard edge that all of us carry around like luggage. She cares to a fault. Delilah never WANTED to be a superhero..she wanted a normal life. She wanted a husband and a child and to live some place beautiful..but she didn't get that option...After Valiant...when she visited Morgan in the city, she was cast into the Kelly King caper not by her own choice...and then to see the state that Morgan was in? HOW could she leave? She didn't! Delilah stayed with people she BARELY knew and helped get her friend back from the brink of destruction..and she spent a LOT of time after that making sure that Morgan was okay.."
[taking a bite of food]
"In fact, Delilah has spent a LOT of her time helping Morgan after that, watching out for her, having her back at every single turn. She did the same thing we ALL did, but her motivations weren't because she had a bone to pick with MysTech...they were because of what these people had done to her BEST FRIEND. This whole 'Six' thing was a whirlwind for her, one if given the choice from the START of The Six if she wanted to be a part of this..I don't know that she would have signed on for it... And NOBODY can blame her for that..."
"You can say "Well She DID sign on for it so HA!" but look at her character. She doesn't give up on people, she doesn't give up on things she has started. She's never stopped standing next to her best friends, defending them when they needed and being a CONSTANT light source for this team, all of us who have made some PRETTY dark and not so proud decisions. Sure, she came across as a little judgy at times, but we NEEDED her...we STILL need her. She lets us know that human life isn't something to be played with. That we aren't GODS just because we like to think we are. Just because we HAVE the power to play God, doesn't mean that we should, no matter how we try to rationalize it. She brings a much needed humanity to the team. Not even our allies Alycia or Mike do that in the way that she does. She is an integral part to this team, and we will always need her."
Cameron rested his chin in his hand as he continued. He wasn't trying to CHAMPION for Delilah persay as much as he was trying to get people to see WHERE she was coming from.
"When it comes to Bishop..he stole EVERYTHING from us, and she got in over her head, and she lashed out because for the first time in her life, there was something that SHE wanted. Bishop was a decision that DELILAH got to make, and it was hers alone. Granted..it was a STUPID.... STUPID decision...but it was hers. She has spent SO much time watching all of us do the dumbest things and she's stood by us, and when WE had the chance to do the same for her, we did it begrudgingly and stop trusting her from that moment on. Everything that Delilah IS indicates that there is no WAY she would have ever made a decision purposefully to hurt any of us...but LOVE is the most powerful of feelings that there IS. It's what caused YOU to jump through that stepping disc and enter this timeline. It's what allowed ALISON to bring me BACK from the astral plane. TO SAVE ME. And when you have somebody like Bishop, who she has LOVED for lifetimes...that kind of connection is simply just broken..to love somebody in EVERY single one of your lives to have it never work out...Can you IMAGINE how desperate you would be to try and CHANGE that fate?"
[laughing, almost in desperation]
"And then what was her OPTION, Blaze? Break the curse and KILL her unborn baby? Did anybody really think Delilah would take that option? If anything, no matter how stupid people might view her decision, that decision...MUCH like ANY unborn child situation belongs to the woman who's BODY that baby resides in. You might say we stood behind her after that...but did we really? How many behind closed doors conversations occured? How many backhanded statements at her expense because of it....Morgan and Alison stopped trusting her judgment...RIGHT or WRONG...they did..."
[taking a sip]
"People can SAY she is a BITCH all they want, but LOOK at her goddamn situation right now! The love of her life betrayed her, caused MORE damage than ANY human ever has to us by SIGNIFICANTLY altering the world we lived in, she put a bullet to his head, laid him to his death...he returns, she discovers that she is pregnant, learns that "Oh that intense connection you feel to this man? This man that you tried to defend to everybody? This man who you can't HELP but to love? Oh well...it's a CURSE! It's going to happen in every lifetime...but this CURSE? We can END it...that is...if we take away the one possibly good thing that could have ever come from your relationship..your BABY!" I mean come ON Blaze...what kind of position is that to be put into?"
"Flashforward nine months and not only does her pregnancy cause her DEATH, but now that ONE good thing, that ONE sliver of hope she was clinging to? Her baby? Yeah well it tries to absorb all the light from her body everytime it's around her. Can't turn to Alison and Morgan for comfort because they TOOK the damn baby from her, and NOBODY, not even ME clued her in on the situation. We sat there and did NOTHING...and then when she was UNDERSTANDABLY angry and lashing out, we REMAINED silent and watched as the THREE of them exploded on each other. Delilah has ALWAYS stood by Morgan and Alison's side...and THEY returned the favor until she did something they didn't like...Do you think that Delilah liked all the decisions that those two made? No, but she trusted them enough to go along with it...she RESPECTED them enough and believed that they would keep her in the loop.."
"She had the option to become an Amazon and FORGET this life completely, but she didn't. She returned...to US. She didn't return just for her BABY...She returned for US. Blaze...she didn't even get to say GOODBYE to her child, and I don't think ANYBODY has considered HOW MUCH Delilah...not just WANTED...but NEEDED that baby to be okay and healthy and happy. Alexia would have been the ONE thing she could have gotten from Bishop that would have made it somehow all okay...ONE good thing, Blaze. That's all she wanted, and I don't think it was much to ask for..."
"And now...she's BROKEN. She feels betrayed. So she walks around being a BITCH to everything in sight. But hey, she's NOT drowning herself in the pool. She's not wallowing in sorrow, and she's NOT the only one who has said BITCHY and downright HURTFUL things when they are in pain..."
"But as broken and as obstinate as she is...she is still my family. I know your Delilah turned into an ABSOLUTE monster, Blaze...but YOUR Delilah ISN'T our Delilah. I may not have the facts to back it up or the foresight to know...but I just...I just know OUR Delilah is STRONGER than that...Look at how many opportunities she has had to just walk away from us, and she consistently stays with US..."
"And LET'S not FORGET, that The Six has faced COUNTLESS peril over the decisions that EVERYBODY has personally made from time to time. We have ALL been in a situation where we've done something that has caused incredible strife for the group. I mean, I catalysed an event that could have destroyed all of us and the WORLD...because of ME...because of MY decisions and CHOICES. And do you KNOW how long it takes to wrap your head around THAT kind of responsibility? It isn't easy."
[Cameron placed his hand on Blaze's]
"Blaze, I hear you talk very fondly about how together your team was in your timeline. In fact, you say it's one of the things you miss the most. I know you were experiencing a deep sense of depression and despair about about being here, but you've consistently said how we aren't a team and that many of us are selfish and how you wish we would realize just how awful it COULD be...speaking from your own experience in your timeline..."
Well...Be that as it may...there are some distinct differences, as i'm sure you've realized..but the biggest one among them..is that in OUR timeline...unlike YOURS...WE are still here. We have had an INCREDIBLE amount of help, but we've managed to make it. ALL of US...and if that doesn't speak to how much of a family and team that we are, DESPITE our differences in opinions...DESPITE what our personal feelings are...maybe we AREN'T as bright and joyous as your team members were...but to be honest...it's KEPT us alive. HERE...to continue to do what we do... MysTech ISN'T the threat anymore that it ended up being in your native time...and there is a reason for that.
I know it's hard having the relationships you had with your contemporaries and then coming into a time where those relationships aren't necessarily the same, but Blaze...such is life. And guess what? BECAUSE you came here...you at least get the opportunity to CHANGE it..because HERE? You HAVE Karen....You HAVE Me...You HAVE Nicolas...and You HAVE Sharon...asking to then have the Karen, Cameron, Nicolas and Sharon that YOU want would just be tempting fate in a way that seems dangerous..
The only thing we can DO Blaze? Is NOT give up on people...I mean, think about it...I don't know you all that well...I mean I KNOW you..but I don't REALLY...What if Nicolas and I were to have remained silent...and LET you leave through the Siege? You would have been gone, Morgan would have been in Limbo, Alison would be reeling from the Blue Moon events and YET AGAIN feeling that her vision had failed. Delilah would FURTHER revert..Many people don't think about this, Blaze...but a big catalyst for the reason things end up so GRUESOME in some timelines is when we are all separated from each other...or DEAD. Once our ties become severed or altogether destroyed...BAD things happen...Say what you will about THIS timeline, but we are one of SURVIVORS, and we are still intact...we've prevented so much from what we've seen in other timelines because we've managed to stick together. When we are together, no matter how chaotic our personal relationships are, we SURVIVE."
"Delilah WON'T become The Justicer...because *I* won't let it happen, and Nicolas won't let it happen...neither will Sharon, Alison, Morgan, Cassandra, Haleigh or Ava let it happen. So I guess, at some point, Blaze, you have to put your personal feelings about Delilah aside and ask yourself... "Do you REALLY want to be the insult or bitchy barb that sends her RIGHT on that path? Or do you want to get your hands dirty and save our girl?"
[Cameron took another swig of champagne]
"I hope I haven't offended you, it's just this WHOLE situation has REALLY effected me..and I can't stand to see our team severed by it...I just want you to know that I see and RESPECT BOTH sides of the story...but we can't keep playing this blame game if we are going to help ANYBODY...and Delilah has become a sister to me...My sisters are hurting...and YOUR sisters are hurting...and we have to do SOMETHING about it...."
[Cameron let out a giant burp]
"Damn, I'm a good cook!"
He laughed, burping purposefully to try and lighten the heavy moment they had just had.
"Did we really go through THIS many bottles of CHAMPAGNE?!"
Clara Oswald
EXCELLENT post - and THANK YOU! Finally someone RATIONAL!