The Parthenon- Cameron's penthouse
"Karen...The Hellfire Club is after me. They've found something they think they can exploit..and they are starting to do just as much. But I can survive that.."
"Ugh..."
:: Was he REALLY going to open this can of worms right now? Of course he was. He was Cameron King, that was what he did. At this point in their lives, who was to say what was the last time they'd all see each other. As angry and tired as he was, he didn't want to waste any more time. He NEEDED...his family..he only hoped that Karen would still consider him to be that. ::
"What I can't survive...is what's happened between us."
:: Mike made himself busy..knowing all the possibilities of what was about to transpire. ::
"What I said...was in a moment of extreme anger...and panic."
And how do you think my daughter felt in that moment? Or in the aftermath of the blue moon for that matter?
<< Cameron continued, and Karen listened. He was hurt because she sided with her daughter, and seemed to negate the very real progress he'd made. He was hurt because he thought she knew him to be a changed, evolved man.>>
Don't you think there was a better way to handle what you did w/ Morgan?
You think she wasn't already on edge regarding her issues with Delilah, or returning to the earth, her life and all the duties therein?
I don't just BLINDLY side with my daughter, Cameron. I've analyzed her, as I have you. She didn't get a pass after the Inferno. No punishment that I OR Ororo could possibly inflict on her would EVER equal the damnation that came with having to LIVE with the knowledge and memory of what she'd done to her sister, to Haleigh, to you, or the revelation of casualties like Bianca, and the ongoing efforts she's made to try and balance the scales.
The problem the TWO of you have had, from the BEGINNING of your relationship to one another was your LACK of empathy and compassion toward ONE ANOTHER.
But the MOMENT she returned from Limbo, you expected to be recognized for YOUR efforts, while discounting HER'S? What did you THINK she'd do? Just stand there and TAKE IT?!
The two of you have such similar responses to negative stimuli, and the threat of danger, but you can't recognize that about each other, and instead of supporting one another, you strike at one another with the same ferocity and creativity that should be reserved for an ENEMY. But then again, the two of you have OFTEN viewed each other as just that.
"I snapped. I went for the juggular...because I felt so afraid. I felt so threatened...Like, if someone like YOU...who KNEW everything about me..and KNEW what my intentions were..if someone like you could know that, and still...treat me.."
:: Cameron's breathing became heavier. ::
"Like I was...that guy. That person...that man I feel so far away from sometimes and yet still so close to..it just hurt. I said whatever came to my mind, Karen. And I apologize for it. I'm REALLY sorry.."
<< Karen's disdainful look slowly faded, and she slowly exhaled, allowing her hand to hold on to Cameron's. She remembered him, his case...and how far he'd come in spite of the odds stacked against him. She never would've helped him if she hadn't seen evidence that he WANTED to be helped. But then again...HALEIGH had presented herself as that person too. Was this another ploy? >>
<< He owned all of his maladaptive behavior, his disrespect, his mistreatment of her, morgan, alycia and others as he spoke to her. He FINALLY acknowledged the horrible wrong visited upon her by Talisman. He apologized. In this moment, he seemed more like the man she THOUGHT he'd become. But she also saw a person who was genuinely struggling with tremendous burdens, and sometimes, people lose their footing, they stumble, they fall.>>
<< She'd been in the process of writing him off, and somehow, he knew that. Was he just telling her what she WANTED to hear? No, they BOTH knew she could spot lies being told and facades being presented. He had nothing to lose by being open and plaintive right now, and all of this, AFTER the extraordinary lengths he'd gone to in order to render himself able to deal with the crisis...the DANGER of the Black Widow and Malice's Hellfire Club!?>>
<< It took courage and a sense of awareness of the impact of one's actions and the consequences of those actions, things that years ago, she felt he LACKED...to be able to say the things he was saying now to a person that was on the verge of closing the door on him forever. Moreover, he was displaying a sense of ethics...a sign of his GROWTH. Everyone could have a bad moment, a relapse, a moment of regression, but instead of wanting to wallow in it, he seemed to want to pull himself OUT of that, and Karen herself wasn't aware of his recent action to to remove some of his emotional pathways!>>
<< this was evidence of how serious and important the issue between them was to him! the man she knew years ago wouldn't be here speaking to her like this now...>>
<< He beseeched her to allow him time to at least...encounter and confront Talisman on a personal level. Her heart began to harden again and she looked away as he spoke>>
I have a right to vengeance. She violated me on a deeply personal level.
<< Karen said coldly. She knew she had Harbinger's full throated endorsement and support on the issue of Talisman >>
She violated Frost's memory...her soul...and she traumautized her. She deserves no consideration from ME OR my family.
<< She finally allowed herself to look at Cameron again.>>
But as the old saying goes...revenge is a dish best served COLD.
<< She wasn't going to discuss how she felt about this with him. Her mind was made up. Talisman WOULD PAY dearly for what she'd done, but for now, there's no reason that she couldn't "bide her time." Hopefully he would make GOOD USE of that time, and get whatever he felt he needed from his ill advised encounter with Talisman because after THAT? All bets would be OFF.>>
<< For now...Karen COULD address...>>
:: He was crying a bit at this point. ::
"So I can FIX us...Karen? I just want to fix us....I just want to make us NOT be the DISASTERS that we are. All my mistakes...my indiscretion with Haleigh...my POOR treatment of Alycia...Karen, you know me.. You KNOW that these are things I can overcome...and make RIGHT. But the only thing that I need to make right..the only thing that matters...is my sister. I can't lose her...so I have to know. I have to know WHY and WHERE this darkness comes from. How to change it. How to make it better, for all of us..."
:: Cameron gripped her hand tightly. ::
"You've been more of a mother to me than any woman I have ever known...and it kills me...that I disrespected you so much that it seems like you..and Blaze have turned your back on me. But please...I'm just asking you...BEFORE you kill her, before you just TAKE AWAY...one of the ONLY TIES to my past...a past I spent completely ALONE...that I just...get to bare witness. To who she is. To how she's like me..."
"I know it's not fair...I know it might enrage you...but PLEASE....Karen. When will I have done enough for you for you to know...that I don't want to destroy you...that I don't want to destroy Morgan...or ANY OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME? When are my debts going to be paid off? When am I going to be able to rely on you? Like a son....should be able to rely on his mother?"
<< Her facial expression softened as she allowed her hand to return a squeeze of Cameron's hand. He had been horribly abused by his mother, the mainstream counterpart of Talisman. That kind of trauma can inform a person's behavior for the rest of their life! But he HAD learned the need to take responsibility for his actions through the years. He didn't use his parentage as an excuse to behave badly, which is more than could be said for a certain HYBRID she'd tried to help in the recent past.>>
<< Sigh!>>
Remember this moment, Cameron King. Remember this when you face my daughters, or anyone else that you think you have a problem with. You may not be aware of what THEY are facing in a moment of weakness or failure on their part.
The same equity and consideration that you hope to tap into now, is the same that they deserve.
This is a lesson that ALL of you in this group, INCLUDING Delilah, need to learn regarding your treatment of EACH OTHER
I have had more than enough, Cameron, with ALL of the children in this group.
Haleigh, Ava...all the effort that I WASTED on the two of them, and look how they repaid me? And all of that, ON TOP of Talisman?
<< she shakes her head.>>
The things that matter, the lives, the relationships...they efforts made on their behalf, they just TRAMPLED on. They have MUCH to answer for, and SO DOES TALISMAN.
But You've proven that you're not as amoral and heartless as they are. You HAVE grown, and I won't dismiss that...I won't turn away from you.
I accept your apology, and I forgive you. You do deserve a chance to regroup and start again.
<< she reaches forward and embraces Cameron.>>
Thank you for your sincerity and effort.