The Parthenon Hotel - Top Floor
Cassandra said:
:: Cass hugged Cameron again and took hold of his hand, squeezing it gently. She had a serious expression on her face. ::
“I…had some deep trauma in my past that had to be dealt with SOMEHOW. It just happened during a very unfortunate situation. I don’t know if this is the right time to try to explain it to you, especially with Party Girl over there wanting to celebrate life…”
:: She gestured to Blaze. ::
“…but I would very much like the opportunity to explain myself sometime.”
:: She smiled at both Blaze and Cameron. ::
“I think I’ll follow Blaze’s advice of just BEING and not DOING…” *michieviously*: “…but I won’t follow her advice of living on Aerie.”
:: She took a deep breath. ::
“I need to figure out who I am…"
:: Cameron rolled his eyes and laughed a little bit at the irony of the situation. Seven years ago, this was basically him. Thrown into a group where he had real and genuine ties and then having to face all these terrible mistakes he had made. He was so emotionally raw and unadulterated. Although Cassandra was older than Cameron, she had spent much of her life hidden and really closed off from things in general. It had left her with that kind of sweet naivety of a young girl who just moved to the big city and just wants to be loved. He just never thought in a million years that he would ever be looking at ANYONE and be able to offer up advice and guidance that was appreciated and respected. It made him think of Simon as well. Cameron had brought Simon into this circle of friends because he had essentially just "sensed" that it was the right thing to do. It was these kinds of moments that paralleled the similarities between Cameron and his sister, both who usually had the same goals with entirely different approaches on how to get there. He actually did laugh out loud this time and shook his head, taking a sip of his drink. ::
[looking Cass up and down humorously and a little taken aback] "You know CJ?! You remind me a lot of MYSELF. And I'm now beginning to realize what a headache for everybody i've been that's tried to help me..."
[he softened]
"Look..EVERYBODY wants to figure out who they are...but you're never going to get the full answer. There is always something in the horizon that holds something new or dark that you didn't even know was a part of you. There is always going to be some horrible mistake you've made catching up to you and there is always going to be some variable you can't account for...."
:: He thought of what his sister was going through at the moment. The last words he said to Cass had made him realize that she must be feeling a similar way right now. She knew who she was better than anybody else, or at least she always portrayed herself as who she wanted people to BELIEVE she was..and eventually everybody just accepted it..or she beat them into accepting it. Either way, the fallout with Delilah started to make a little more sense to him in terms of how Alison was feeling. He still strongly agreed that Delilah should have been told, that she should have gotten some kind of goodbye to her child, and on that any other number of counts, he would defend Delilah. But he also felt his sister's pain and while he had never experienced any kind of vision on the level at which his sister did, he too had found himself in situations where he had seen very bad things that were about to transpire and said nothing..and the reason he said nothing was for the exact reasons that Alison was facing right now. She would always be the slightest bit braver than him. ::
"Right now, you just need to take stock of what you have in this moment right now. Options. And if you keep avoiding death like you have been for the last eighty or something years, you'll have plenty of time. So don't feel like you have to figure anything serious out in the immediate future. Just trust your gut and go to where your heart tells you to go. It will all work out. There's no such thing as failure, there is only the universe moving you in another direction. What happens in that direction...is entirely up to you..."
:: As they cheers and raised their glasses, Cameron took a moment to ask Blaze what she had felt about Oracle and this new team that seemed to have formed right under their noses and in an instant! ::
Firebird said:
Stretching before sitting back down, Blaze thought for a moment.
"I'm about the same as you on that , Cam. "
" I really think Zizi is awesome! She's a high powered information broker and in this day and age, that puts her in a powerful position. What mutant or meta-human WOULDN'T want her as an ally?"
"But...I am not so certain about that Ashley Oldenburg. That is one seriously aggressive viking. Yeah she's GREAT in battle AND she's babe-a-licious, but...she's...there's just something WRONG with her!"
"Zizi, Steel, that vamp...Mina, they represent something I never got to see in my own timeline...at least not until AFTER the "mainstreams" came and helped us take down Mystech and we got to Canada. OTHER mutants and metas,
who want to HELP."
"Ashley played a pivotol role in rescuing all of us..and I hate to burst everybody's bubble. But she's no more abrasive than any of US haven't been in our lives. She's guarded and smart. And if I can stand next to the woman who has taken every opportunity she's had to destroy any remnants of any family I ever had in this world because of a verbal truce that *I* would have never agreed with..the rest of you can deal with Valkyrie. At least THIS bitch is on our side..."
"And I think you're right..it IS... [crinkling his nose]
weird to see OTHERS involved. I mean it's not like we didn't know other people like us didn't exist...but."
Firebird said:
"The Six has largely had to stand alone and WE are the ones destined to protect the world from Mystech...an entity most of OUR fathers and/or mothers are responsible for. But there are OTHER issues, OTHER burdens all around us."
"This latest issue with the Purifiers, the fact that we NEEDED HELP...it was..."
Blaze looked very serious as she looked at Cameron and Cass
"...Well it was humbling for all of us. But at least Zizi and her people aren't RUBBING OUR FACES in it. "
"Maybe we're just so accustomed to doing that to EACH OTHER about things that we expect OTHERS to be just as...dysfunctional as we are sometimes?"
"It's scary. We have been the ones tasked with protecting our kind for so long..but at the end of the day, there is a reason WE are The Six. Everything this other group of heroes has gone through IS still a direct result of the actions of the people who had a hand in CREATING us. That will never NOT be the case..."
Firebird said:
"Still, it IS a source of relief to know that there are others out here who can and WANT to help. Who knows when the next "CIRCE" might come thundering in and we get sucked into a temporal vortex! there will still be people that need help here...and how about that guy...Tachyon? Was HE cool? I've never seen a live speedster before."
"And Andrew Murphy, Sally Spectra's driver! The Nimrod identified HIM as a mutant! Can you believe that?"
"AND...he clearly has a thing for Delilah. I've noticed THAT before. He's either incredibly brave, OR a glutton for punishment."
"To be honest...that guy moved so fast I could barely even get a read on him. He seems to have attracted the attention of my sister.."
:: A devilish smile flashed across his face. ::
"In fact...it appears that our boy Xavier is waiting in the VIP Clubhouse for Alley Cat right now. Let's just hope he brought protection...and by protection I mean a suit of ARMOR!"
[laughing]
Cassandra inserted her opinion on the new team as well.
Cassandra: “I don’t know who Zizi and all those other people are, but if Ashley Oldenburg is the Valkyrie, she is definitely a handful. I’ve come across some Valkyries during my time in Europe and they are about THE biggest bitches you’ll ever meet. Even when captured, which had astounded me, they were just…awful."
[Cameron laughed again as he walked over to the bar refilling his scotch and shaking his head]
"No..the biggest I've ever met..all live in New York and they've lived in two buildings. Here [circling his hands around] and what used to be Illustra Inc. I think we'll be fine."
:: Blaze and Cassandra both mentioned Delilah and her new boy toy Andrew. ::
Cassandra: "With regards to Andrew, I think he and Delilah would make a cute couple. After what she had gone through, she deserves some fun."
"I don't think she's looking to be a COUPLE...."
Cassandra: "Speaking of Delilah, if you talk to her, tell her that I said thank you for saving our friend. I know she only killed Mary Justice because of you and only you, Cameron. I doubt she would even want to hear it from me. Speaking of Delilah, if you talk to her, tell her that I said thank you for saving our friend. I know she only killed Mary Justice because of you and only you, Cameron. I doubt she would even want to hear it from me. She was kind of a bitch from when I first tried to talk to her. I won't be making THAT mistake again..I really do care about her, you know. She's our team mate, and also part of our family. Just like I know that when the chips are down, I know that I will always have Ava's back and I know Ava will have mine..hopefully."
[smiling]
"I thought Simon was the one having's Ava back these days? In any case..when it comes to Delilah, we just need to give her the space that she needs. There is no "fixing" her because she isn't broken. She doesn't want to hear about what happened, she doesn't want to be around people close to the situation, no matter the part they played. She is looking for distraction and she's looking for somebody she can talk to without any judgment..and if that's what Andrew is providing for her, then we should thank him because he's doing a hell of a lot better job than we are right now..."
:: He thought to himself for a moment as a wave of sadness hit him. In that moment, he really MISSED Delilah. They really had gotten close while living at Melrose Place and Delilah promised to look out for him and then she did. Without question. That was Delilah. So he in turn did the same for her. Their friendship with each other was the easiest in comparison to their relationships with others because they simply kept each other in check. Delilah told Cameron when he was ridiculous. Not in a judgmental way, but in a way that Cameron knew she was coming from a good place. He missed the monotonous things they would do together. He loved trying to make Delilah laugh and when she wasn't in "cop mode" she could be a hilarious woman. Cameron thought about how long it had been since he had heard true laughter from Delilah. ::
:: Cameron shifted thought. ::
"And Ava does have your back. Like I side..Ava just kind of hates you until she doesn't..and when she doesn't, she's pretty fabulous. And you could probably learn a lot from her in terms of dealing with trauma and becoming a
juggernaut from it. She's also got a lot going on..and [looking away] the bus accident didn't help. She's getting help, but just know a lot of her feelings towards you probably aren't very personal. I mean..Ava is a lot of things..but she isn't PETTY..."
:: He took a sip of his drink reflective of how much he had just TALKED up his teammates..something he would have never been able to do. For as much as things really do stay the same...sometimes they just change in ways that could have never been anticipated. ::
"Outside of all that..I'm glad there are people keeping a better eye on this city. It's definitely been helping me sleep better. I mean everything that's happened in the last few days has been highlighting some BIG changes coming our way. We need all the help we can get!"