RANTING and RAVING part 1!

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Jay, I want to make it clear.. I have absolutely no problem with you and if it was JUST you reopening TRoW then I would have no problem and I would most likely join. The fact is that the game was given to your other half as well and when that happened things just went crazy.. I do apologize that I wasn't there for the end of it.. but I helped with a lot of the beginning of that game.

I never really liked Irene and Farrah can tell you I was one of the people who didn't take her seriously, and I still don't. It just bothers me that you ended the game and it is over and done with and then reopening it as the same game when it's not. The Masters of Evil and the Guardians of Light no longer exist because the people who put the blood, sweat and tears into the original game in the first place are gone.. that is the only thing that urks me..

So I am sorry if I offended you Jay, it wasn't my attention. I think you are awesome and if you will look at any of the posts here, everyone mentions that they have no problem with you, and that they have a problem with your partner.
 
my turn....

Well, I would say its a pleasure to see you once more Jay, however this reunion I'm afraid is bittersweet. And you're more then welcome to express yourself here just as I have done.

Ask anyone who knows me especially Farrah and she will tell you I'm openly blunt. However, your post was over dramatic and to accuse me of "stabbing" you in the back is ridiculous. I have NEVER bad mouthed you in anyway, I have many people to validate my claim. And as I wrote in my posts, I didn't have a problem with you or your game, it was IRENE! I happened to go to the link and I see my address is banned, I ask you why? What are my crimes of that board? And it takes two Admin. I thought to ban an address, do you go along with this "ban" of my name as well?

As far as talking with you, that's false. We haven't talked since ROTZ. Ever since I left, I hadn't heard anything from you. I left to support my sister, Farrah plus I didn't enjoy my creativity being limited, my Underworld post for Mystic. I will not be censored in anyway for my character and how I wish to reveal her past.

So, please do not come in here pointing fingers at me, when I never disrespected you in anyway and if I have, I apologize. Was I disrespecting Irene? Yes, why do you ask? Because she immediately believed false information that was "rumored" about me hating her. I never said anything about Irene until she became a bitch to me. Yes, there was that time we butted heads at After-darkness but I grew because of it.

I say to you now, CONFRONT me, you name the messenger and we will privately discuss this. And if you're not then we can continue to go round for round here. But what you're claiming about me or Farrah or anybody else is false.

I give you credit for coming here and posting you're emotions. It takes a lot of guts and courage to do that, especially to me. I've always said to my friends, my lover, and my family, TELL me how you feel, good or bad.

But in the end, I've done nothing wrong or said anything negative to you or the work you have created. Its Irene in MY opinion who has poisoned your work. You hardly know me but if you're unsure ask Farrah....Lexi...those two have known me on various role play games and what I'm like.
 
actually Heather, it was Jay who did the banning, but it was probably HEARTILY endorsed by Irene. I havent been back to that board SINCE i left, so it doesnt matter to me either way. But I'm going on record now to say this:

Jay, for you to ban Lexi, Brandon and Heather from your board for comments that were made on a completely different board is just wrong. Thats the sort of thing I WOULD expect from Irene or her other cohorts(trent, dylan, etc) but not you. This is the same thing that those childish twits from the old CB (currently on C:TP) would do. But You were always someone who saw clearly and didnt act in this way.

Its your board, and you'll do whatever you want. It doesnt effect me but I am speaking out on behalf of those that it does effect because that was unfair.

you took these remarks too personally and way out of context. I tried to tell you what was what via PM and on MSN last night but you brushed me off.

I stand by my statements because I know what my intent behind them was and if you were unclear..then you shouldve confronted me. its not like you've had a problem coming straight to me about situations before.

Irene is a downgrade to your board and whether anyone else agrees with me or not..thats how i feel. YOU may have created the premise of the board but She hogs alot of credit for the way things are in the RoTZ game...it was quite evident in her presentation in various areas of the game and she's a terrible leader... She ruined TRoW (along with Trent) and while i understand that YOU may have been behind the revamp of it...that doesnt take away the fact that she disrespected me with her actions in regards to TRoW's "Wedding storyline". If it werent for me..she wouldnt have HAD the game to do that shit in the first place.

I realize you have a friendship with her, but i maintain that i knew you first..and longer. we have history together and I deserve more than to be accused by you and then for you to just close the book on a judgement youve made in error.
 
I tried to post here last night.... but the server was down... so now I'll try to remember what all i typed.... as along with Farrah... I felt like you brushed me off last night.... and i'm not sure on whether or not we'll even be able to get a HOLD of you today.

You're RIGHT Jay... being hateful and trashing and sniping behind your back are terrible things to do, and they ARE all beneath me.... just like you said. for you to say that to me... I thought perhaps you knew I was of better caliber. I also assumed you knew that I respected you... and admired you since the day Farrah brought you to MoE. I assumed incorrectly, I see. I thought you would KNOW I would never "trash" you, least of all behind your back... but I suppose I should have made just exactly how highly i regard you clear a long time ago. I've apologized twice already for hurting you... that wasn't at all what I'd intended... I wasn't even talking about you... hell, i wasn't even talking about your board OR your game, ROTZ. I was TALKING about RoW, but I should have made that clear as well. I'm not apologizing anymore.... this is draw-a-line-in-the-sand time. What YOU did.... banning me from your board without even giving me a chance to talk to you... that was SPITEFUL and beneath YOU, Jay. I must admit... I was shocked when you said it was you...beyond words. The actual BANNING part i can handle... I hadn't been very active lately and probably wouldn't have known for DAYS if Farrah hadn't said anything to me... but the idea that YOU were behind it... and the way it was done... vindictive and hostile... i expect more rational behaviour from a person of your merit. I dont appreciate being turned on so quickly, without even a chance to defend myself.

I can't go round and round on this anymore... its unfair and painful for BOTH of us... i can't bear it. I've apologized, I've made a couple of attempts to restore your faith in me... theres nothing more i can do. Reconcile or shut me out, whatever you decide, its your choice and ill respect it. I just wanted you to know that I never meant to hurt you.... and that I grew as an RPer and as a writer working with you... thank you for that. Ikaris will ALWAYS be my favorite shadow demon. :mistake:

~Lexi
 
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Ok behalf of Jay who I am currently on the phone. I can verify that he has been working the night shift and that when he was online he was not able to contact either of you. Lexi, he says that he will get a hold of you so that you both can talk this out.

*Sarai
 
On behalf of this board, we do not need "spokespersons", "spies" or "secretaries". I believe Jay has an account on here and can speak for himself,
Aldea.

If he wants to contact Lexi or anyone else he can reach them via PM , messenger etc.

and with that..I am now CLOSING this thread.
 
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