Ahhhh, so it's a sexual thing, got it!
For some reason, you reminded me of a former girl friend. She liked engaging in sex in public places for much the same reason. She didn't want to be seen, but she liked the idea of being caught and the thought of it being naughty. We sort of got caught twice. Her face wasn't seen, so she was actually more turned on by it. She started thinking of wearing a mask and posting pictures of herself on the net, turned her crank big time. I thank God she didn't do that. I barely survived the other antics. But, made her happy.
So I guess I understand you, well, sort of. I like being private and am kind of shy in those regards. Plus, who wants to see a naked cat? :blush: