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Elektra

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I'm afraid this is going to be a very long post....my last one in fact. You've all noticed I'm on and off these boards due to school, working, and a social life. But with my decision made up, I've realized I cannot perform my duties as I used to. And its not fair to the staff or members here. Taking breaks works better but I feel leaving would be best.

I'm truly sorry for doing this to you all, you know I'm highly stubborn and thick headed but I cannot allow my grades to fall and they are. I'm also leaving the Internet, I'll only be on to do research papers, once in a while I'll go on one of the messengers I have.

I hate to admit this, but I can't hack it anymore, I wish I would but I can't. And it tears me up, I don't really have a choice. Its up to you guys who you feel to replace me, Riana or DG would be great, probably Riana though since she's a level 3.

Excuse me if I go emotional hear lol but I adore this board, the game, the staff, and the members. Its my second home and you guys are like family. I'm going to miss you all so much! Writing this already is destroying me, thank God for waterproof makeup. I won't be killing off Paris, I'll have her leave like myself.

I've learned so much from each of you, your friendship, your guidance, everything means the world to me! This game means the world to me and I detest leaving but your better off. I can't perform them well and I don't want to slow anyone up, it wouldn't be fair.

I'll also call you guys to keep in touch as well. ;) I'm so sorry to do this to you all, I know its last minute and a pain in the ass. I wish I could stay but fate has decided otherwise. I'll never forget the memories I've experienced with all of you, thanks for the laughs.

I love you all! *Hugs*

I'll miss you,

~ Heather
 
..........your leaving us? PERMANENTLY!? after ALL we've been through??

believe me.....i want you to do whats best for you........but do you have to just pull out like this? weve already lost Brandon for an indefinate period of time.........and while Titania and Riana and Dan are here........DG and Ikaris are only "special guest stars" they wouldnt have the time nor do i think they would be so inclined to take such an involved role in MoE or GoW.

if you MUST go......for the sake of being able to deal with school and work...then i do understand, but this comes as a surprise and a big loss to our staff.

:(

im really sorry to read this ......but i know you have to do whats best for you.

:(

<< hugs>>

at least stay in touch with me.
Farrah
 
See, I don't know if this will be forever but I can't have you all holding on, awaiting for me. Its not fair to do this. I'm really sorry to do this Farrah, you know I hate to leave unless I really have to.

Its one of those changes in life your forced to do. I'd like to return when I have things sorted out, but again I don't have a time frame and I'd be leaving you hanging. You need a full staff not half. :(

I'd love to stay more than anything but things offline need my attention. When I'm online, things don't get done offline and they end up catching up to me. The Internet is destroying me, I'm changing and not for the better. My family and friends have noticed. I need to concentrate on that.

So think of me as Tas, how she had to leave but someday she'd be back. I hope to do the same but for now I have to go with the flow. Sorry.
 
Hun I'm so sorry to read this I will miss you very much *hugs tight* but I do understand that rl has priority and you're school is very very important, just promisse me you'll be in contact one way or another when you have the time :(

Damn hun I'm really gonna miss you *hugs again*

You take good care of yourself okay ;)
 
i guess im feeling so bad because after all the hell we went through thanks to ally and sam......we finally got ourselves a great staff......peopel who respect each other AND trust each other.........and so it just makes me a bit nervous and sad that your leaving...after all weve been through.

but like riana said.......i DO understand what your saying..and i want you to do whats best for you.

:(
 
:(

*sniffle*

Heat, I'm gonna miss you so much. Not just as a staff member, but as a friend and companion. :( Who's gonna one-up Ti? I do understand what you're saying though, I know how important your grades are. You make sure you take really good care of yourself and learn as much as you can.

and make sure you come back asap... lest you find a lexi popsicle... ;)
 
I know Farrah, the timing is all badly and I'm not leaving because of what went down with Sam or Ally. You know I back you up fully and I'd venture to Limbo and back for ya girly. ;)

I'm really exhausted and I have a flu, I've come home earlier to rest but I wanted to check around here. Everyone knows I love this game, it'll be hard without it. But I'll try to drop by from time to time and once I have everything okay, then I'll come back.

Farrah, your always open to ask me anything, you can do so over the phone. I know this is a shock but like I said, I decided today driving back from class.

Again I thank all of you for everything. Never change. ;)
 
well i understand and accept your resignation. i realize that your doing it for the betterment of you...and id rather you do well in school than try to flourish in whats ultimately "just a game"

youll always have a place here in the MoE. Ill keep you on the roster. when your ready to come back, just let us know. and i know we'll be in touch via phone and such so that makes it better too.


and now, i need to ask Riana, are you prepared to accept the mantle and responsibility of being a Dire Wraith?
 
Yes I accept the full responsibility that comes with it and Farrah, Ray is gonna make an internet connection in the bedroom so I can use the laptop in bed ;)

I'll promise to make you proud of me and to do a hell : devil : of a job as Dire Wraith
 
She'll do an excellent job. A quick question though Farrah, if I work everything out and I eventually come back am I still a Dire Wraith or do I start from level 1?: scratch
 
youll start off where you were before you became a dire wraith..... a level 3.
 
Farrah? should I put the Dire Wraith after my species now so it can be seen by the others?
 
then its settled. I now appoint you as are newest Dire Wraith. you now have all the powers , privilages and responsibilities accorded to a Dire Wraith.

Ill have Tru Davies change your award title under your AV so that youll have "MoE: Dire Wraith".
 
Originally posted by Darkchilde
youll start off where you were before you became a dire wraith..... a level 3.

Oh...I see. Thanks for replying so quickly.
 
i hope you understand...........there can only be THREE wraiths.......and if you come back any time soon......then i would have to take the appointment back from Riana.

if you come back...youll be promoted to level 4 shortly there after......
 
We won't forget you Heather.. you're to special for us to forget you :) *hugs*

And like Farrah said there will always be a spot for you her in MoE...
 
your access wont be changed either. i just talked with Kris about it.........youve done so much and been so loyal.....i asked her to let you keep your av (size and all) and told her that its okay for you to have access to the war room and hollow's crypt.

i know you wont misuse that consideration and you may have suggestions that will benefit us in the future. so dont worry......your not being shut out of anything hun.
 
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