- Real Name
- Karen Victoria
- Missions
- 777
- Residence
- Minerva's Aerie
- Ability
- Magick/Witchcraft, Healing, Power Scrambling, 7th Sense, Immortality
Karen's Office
<< As a psycho therapist, Karen DID have a good poker face. She HAD to. In all the world of mental health professionals, the PSYCHOTHERAPIST was the one who was tasked with making the journey, the DESCENT into a person's trauma or MADNESS and [hopefully] helping the person to find their way up OUT of it. Most times there was success, other times? well...there's a reason why it's widely known that a psychotherapist often winds up needing therapy themselves!>>
<< One thing was for certain, no MORTAL doctor could handle what Ava was presenting. Not by a long shot, and FEW of Karen's PEERS could either.>>
<< Ava could pick up on subtle details about people. Living for centuries, in more than one life time allowed her to become a good "reader" of people, and so yes, she COULD see beneath the cold expression on Karen's face, there was something else.>>
<< Karen was completely AGHAST, but not toward Ava. It was the sheer depravity of Hades, his narcissism, his entitlement, his PSYCHOSIS! He reminded her of someone, her own ex-husband!>>
<< Ava WAS a victim of an egregious act of violence. She was brutalized and tortured on a number of levels!>>
<< Karen blinked a few times and swallowed hard, reaching for a glass of water and offering Ava one as well. Both women "took a moment".>>
<< There was a moment of silence. Karen had collected herself as Ava finished and definitely erased any look of horror that might have unconsciously crept across her face a few moments ago>>
To say that Hades is a pathological narcissist and psychotic would be a gross understatement.
<< Karen began in calm and measured tone of voice>>
Ava, as a woman who survived her ex-husband's abuse AND attempted murder...I have empathy.
<< and in order to build on the trust that she'd established with Ava in these sessions, Karen made the RARE and RISKY move of IDENTIFYING with her patient. In this context and given who it was, Karen felt the risk was worth it.>>
You WERE a victim. You ARE a survivor. Note the difference and which one is your PRESENT status.
Being victimized is not a sign of WEAKNESS.
<< Karen spoke as a doctor AND as a woman who had survived Christopher Victory.>>
It is the moment when your space is invaded, your physical, mental and emotional well being are placed in EXTREME MORTAL DANGER by something or someone with no decency, no regard...no RESTRAINT.
It can happen to ANY one, regardless of POWER or ability and your reflex to scold yourself for what happened to you and your inability to stop it, it's the classic effect from being brutalized by a narcsissit. It's what makes them tick.
This was about Hades wanting possession of you and power over you, and doing whatever he could to get it.
The way you feel right now? Is not uncommon for survivors of such bruality, but in the true "fight or flight" moment, YOU did what was necessary to SURVIVE.
In order for you to have a corrective emotional experience TODAY that will move you FORWARD and AWAY from this? You MUST dare to take ANY blame you would place on yourself about imagined failures to avoid/stop that trauma and put that where it truly belongs- on HADES. He attempted to not only possess you and subjugate you, but to EXPUNGE apart of your being as if it was some "ERROR" that needed to be corrected. He prooved that he had no regard for who you are or who you yet may be. It was all. about. HIM.
There ARE people who ARE consumed by something as monstrous as that. Assuming they even survive, they are NEVER able to truly recover. PTSD is one of many lasting mental health issues that a person can have, Anxiety disorder is another, and you've been exhibiting the symptoms of it for sometime now. That is not weakness.
<< Karen turns in her chair and leans forward a bit>>
Therapy is not always neat, or pretty. Sometimes it is gut wrenching and and as painful an experience as a woman who travails in labor. it is not for the faint of heart. But you have just confirmed from your recounting your SURVIVAL of this trauma, that you are not weak.
Your behavior in all of the sessions we've had so far points toward a woman who wants her life BACK, who wants to take back FULL control and wants to live a FULL life as AVA CASSADINE, NOT haunted by the past or legacy of Persephone.
We can do this any number of ways,. But you must not give in to self conscious feelings or fear.
Finally, it was all out in the open. Every. Last. Gorey. Detail. Karen knew the whole story. Even her mother, Hecate, and Athena didn't know truly what had happened during her time in the Underworld. Ava was silent for a moment before finally looking at Karen. The doctor had a good poker face....but even she could see in Karen's eyes the look of horror and shock. The look of sadness....like Karen were staring at a victim. And it was that exact look that made Ava NOT want to say anything. She didn't want to be known as a victim. She didn't want for people to take pity on her.
<< As a psycho therapist, Karen DID have a good poker face. She HAD to. In all the world of mental health professionals, the PSYCHOTHERAPIST was the one who was tasked with making the journey, the DESCENT into a person's trauma or MADNESS and [hopefully] helping the person to find their way up OUT of it. Most times there was success, other times? well...there's a reason why it's widely known that a psychotherapist often winds up needing therapy themselves!>>
<< One thing was for certain, no MORTAL doctor could handle what Ava was presenting. Not by a long shot, and FEW of Karen's PEERS could either.>>
<< Ava could pick up on subtle details about people. Living for centuries, in more than one life time allowed her to become a good "reader" of people, and so yes, she COULD see beneath the cold expression on Karen's face, there was something else.>>
<< Karen was completely AGHAST, but not toward Ava. It was the sheer depravity of Hades, his narcissism, his entitlement, his PSYCHOSIS! He reminded her of someone, her own ex-husband!>>
<< Ava WAS a victim of an egregious act of violence. She was brutalized and tortured on a number of levels!>>
<< Karen blinked a few times and swallowed hard, reaching for a glass of water and offering Ava one as well. Both women "took a moment".>>
Ava said:"My mother, Hecate, and Athena took me to Olympus to heal me. The Amazon's went and killed Hades on Athena's orders.....I was sedated for a few weeks....but even after I woke up, I stayed there for about a month. I didn't want to come back to this world--I wasn't ready. But...then I caught word that Circe was back and in the Underworld. I couldn't abandon the six like that...so I came back to help kill her."
Shaking her head.
"Then everything with Delilah happened....Morgan left...I couldn't leave too. So I stayed. [letting out a sardonic laugh] And here I am."
<< There was a moment of silence. Karen had collected herself as Ava finished and definitely erased any look of horror that might have unconsciously crept across her face a few moments ago>>
To say that Hades is a pathological narcissist and psychotic would be a gross understatement.
<< Karen began in calm and measured tone of voice>>
Ava, as a woman who survived her ex-husband's abuse AND attempted murder...I have empathy.
<< and in order to build on the trust that she'd established with Ava in these sessions, Karen made the RARE and RISKY move of IDENTIFYING with her patient. In this context and given who it was, Karen felt the risk was worth it.>>
You WERE a victim. You ARE a survivor. Note the difference and which one is your PRESENT status.
Being victimized is not a sign of WEAKNESS.
<< Karen spoke as a doctor AND as a woman who had survived Christopher Victory.>>
It is the moment when your space is invaded, your physical, mental and emotional well being are placed in EXTREME MORTAL DANGER by something or someone with no decency, no regard...no RESTRAINT.
It can happen to ANY one, regardless of POWER or ability and your reflex to scold yourself for what happened to you and your inability to stop it, it's the classic effect from being brutalized by a narcsissit. It's what makes them tick.
This was about Hades wanting possession of you and power over you, and doing whatever he could to get it.
The way you feel right now? Is not uncommon for survivors of such bruality, but in the true "fight or flight" moment, YOU did what was necessary to SURVIVE.
In order for you to have a corrective emotional experience TODAY that will move you FORWARD and AWAY from this? You MUST dare to take ANY blame you would place on yourself about imagined failures to avoid/stop that trauma and put that where it truly belongs- on HADES. He attempted to not only possess you and subjugate you, but to EXPUNGE apart of your being as if it was some "ERROR" that needed to be corrected. He prooved that he had no regard for who you are or who you yet may be. It was all. about. HIM.
There ARE people who ARE consumed by something as monstrous as that. Assuming they even survive, they are NEVER able to truly recover. PTSD is one of many lasting mental health issues that a person can have, Anxiety disorder is another, and you've been exhibiting the symptoms of it for sometime now. That is not weakness.
<< Karen turns in her chair and leans forward a bit>>
Therapy is not always neat, or pretty. Sometimes it is gut wrenching and and as painful an experience as a woman who travails in labor. it is not for the faint of heart. But you have just confirmed from your recounting your SURVIVAL of this trauma, that you are not weak.
Your behavior in all of the sessions we've had so far points toward a woman who wants her life BACK, who wants to take back FULL control and wants to live a FULL life as AVA CASSADINE, NOT haunted by the past or legacy of Persephone.
We can do this any number of ways,. But you must not give in to self conscious feelings or fear.
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