Haleigh's Flat: Master Bedroom
Haleigh's restlessness only worked against her. She took a Navy shower, probably five minutes long at most. Working quickly to wash the dirt and dried blood off helped her to push away the memories of the night-- the haunting memories that wouldn't stay at bay for very long.... no, in fact, nearly as soon as she'd finished toweling off, and pulled on her silk robe, her mind's eye was filling with the sight of greeting Morgan outside her door, and leaving for the rainbow room. Haleigh opened the bottle of Everclear and crawled into bed next to Zach, who'd given her some time alone by watching the drop down plasma tv while she showered. she either didnt have the strength or was lacking the presence of mind to get dressed, and instead laid down next to him in her robe. He turned off the tv and grabbed two glasses from the bedside table. Haleigh filled his and then drank straight from the bottle. Zach took the hint, and put the other glass back, slowly sipping his glass... he wasn't really all for drinking it straight... probably because as a regular human, drinking too much of it would be lethal. He set his glass on the beside table, deciding to be of clear mind tonight, just incase. By the time Haleigh had lowered the 25 oz. bottle, half of its contents were gone. Zach didnt ask her to slow down.... he knew tonight would be rough for her... because she couldn't sleep to escape the pain, and her technoorganically enhanced body wouldn't allow her to become passed-out drunk. He wrapped his arms around her and did his best to soothe her.
Zach:"I know.... that it seems really heavy right now... and that you can't wrap your head around it.... and that you can't imagine feeling THIS terrible for the rest of your life... and that you worry you WILL... but it WILL get better.... Even the most SEARING pain dulls with time."
Haleigh said nothing, but laid her head against his shoulder instead. Delta, her blue-black doberman and Echo, her brindle boxer, seemed to also sense her pain, and they jumped up into bed and snuggled also, Echo laying his head next to Haleigh's and Delta managing to squeeze up between them and lay her head on Haleigh's stomach. Haleigh took another drink, and alternating petting them both. and even though she had her 'family' right by her side, on this dark and gloomy night, Haleigh still felt as though she faced her demons alone... and though the alcohol made things blurry... the image of Morgan's face as her hand slipped from haleighs, and the sound of terror in her scream as she was pulled into the vortex was something Haleigh couldn't purge from her mind. Haleigh weeped again, with such seeping and resounding pain that even the dogs starting whimpering.
Eventually Zach, Delta, and Echo fell to their dreams, and Haleigh stared up at the vaulting ceiling numbly. Normally, during the night, she would take te time to relax, read a good book, do some work if things were busy, or plan sieges and field missions.... tonight, she didn't have the strength or desire to do any of those things... she could only lay there, stroking her dogs and listening to Zach breathe, as she thought about tomorrow and what they were going to do in the days following. She waited for the sun to rise... it seemed dull and lifeless to her... the skyline turning from murky gray to a brilliant orange... it was... utterly depressing. Morgan will never see a sunrise again... was the melancholy thought that crossed her mind. Haleigh slipped out of bed and shut the curtains. She stood there for a moment, before deciding to get dressed. She didnt have much of an appetite this morning, and would skip breakfast. As she passed the bed, she knelt on the edge to give Zach a kiss on the cheek. Such a sweetheart. she reached over him to get the empty bottle out of the bed.... her body had already processed the alcohol... and she was painfully coherent. A perk of being half machine was never suffering from a hangover.... it seemed more like a con right now... as she had nothing to distract her from the everpresent truth. Morgan was gone, and now they had to learn to cope.
Haleigh dressed in a conservative, diplomatic and feminine suit. Jet Black, a subtle reflection of her heart, mind and soul. She looked at herself in the mirror. Grief lined her face... but not for long. She took a deep breath and compartmentalized, wiping her expression blank and doing her best to brighten her eyes a bit. She realized, for the first time in ages, she felt truly EXHAUSTED.... and she took another deep breath, going back into her dark bedroom. She sat down on the floor, crossed her legs indian style, and began rythymic breathing. Clearing her mind as best she could. Relaxing every muscle in her body slowly. Meditating. Her replacement for sleep. She sat so perfectly still that it almost seemed she had frozen in time there. She sat for a couple of hours, processing information like normal human's minds did in their REM sleep cycles.
Haleigh finally rose, when she thought Alison might be awake and getting dressed. Zach smiled at her and got up, giving her a hug and encouraging her to bear strength today. She stood in his embrace for a few seconds, and then looked up. Security was calling her.
"Davidoff." She listened... aparently alexis was trying to make for Tempo... haleigh set her jaw. "Well bring her BACK," and, after a short pause: "I don't GIVE A DAMN if you have to use force, use CHLOROFORM for all I care, just BRING HER SCHITZO, DISSOCIATIVE ASS BACK HERE!"
Haleigh gave a short sigh and excused herself. She rode the elevator to Alison's floor. After a short pause, which she used to once more compose herself, she knocked on the door.