Originally posted by Darkchilde
alot of things degenerated while i was gone. unfortunately i had neither the energy nor the time to come here and root out the problems.
its clear to ME that Amy has been very unpleasant and caused extreme dischord with those that i left in charge of the game in my absence and anyone who knows me knows that i dont promote or tolerate dischord among the staff, why do you think i fired Persephone and Alessandra? I havent experienced Amy's bad behavior myself but ive heard about it more than once and seen evidence of it from PMs that were forwarded to me.
Amy will be suspended until she talks to ME..one on one at which time i will demand honest answers or she can forget about returning to this game. as far as demotions and such...i try to reserve those for specific circumstances..usually a person who breaks rules and causes trouble in the open forums of the game or does not show for training etc....but it troubles me greatly that Riana, one of the most easy going people ive KNOWN since begining this game, has now become so agitated, and feels betrayed......she reminds me of how I felt when i was being mistreated by Val, Alch, Suspiria and co. and then later when Sam, Ally , Inferno, Rich and the others started in on me as well...... when I needed someone(in terms of an admin or leader) to step in and help me i was hard pressed to find that help... Im not going to have anyone being mistreated or verbally abused in a game that I oversee..its just not acceptable and because of this....I will inform Amy of the demotion myself...and explain to her why this is happening
On the next issue , the people involved with Heathers "return" KNOW that they are in the wrong and Heather knows it herself. This is about a balatant violation of Kristin's and the Tru Calling staff's descision NOT to have her back after her official banning due to her spamming, tampering with accounts and verbal abuse etc. She broke the rules, and she was given her consequences...end of story. I support Kristin's descision and HEATHER knows that herself. I did not endorse this cover activity in anyway and i WARNED heather that if she tried anything like this.....i would NOT be able to help her in the aftermath.
Lexi has been spoken to by me already....she knows she was wrong for what she did and she apologized to me. She made a mistake....and thats something we ALL are guilty of both on and offline. The matter of Lexi is for ME to handle....after i talk privately with Jay and Irene and Kristin once more so i do not want her brought up here anymore.
Clearly the game needed a time out......Jay and Irene were doing all they could with little help, and the fact of the matter is, Enchantrah and Brandon really did NOT come through for me like i had hoped. I realize you both have school and other offline activities ....and I of ALL people understand that offline life takes precedence over the game BUT if you were bored with this game or felt like it was flatlining, then you shouldve come to HELP restore it...not abandon it for other boards or projects and expect me NOT to hear or notice that. Ive been told MORE than once how the two of you have been missing in action without so much as a word....and being that i was ill, i was not able to find out what was going on with you two but im gonna lay it out for you like this: this game is about to be redone again from top to bottom. it will take time but we now have it because the game is closed......ANYONE who wants to resign is free to do so now. Anyone who wants to stay.......you BETTER start helping out because ONE or TWO people cant pull this off on their own. We have MoE as WELL as GoL to worry about..and its time I found people who are willing and have a desire to help me make this game great again. we've been going strong now for over a year......thers no reason we cant revive. so now is the time to make your choice...........IN or OUT i will not look down on you for whatever you decide. in fact if you DO want to go, i will respect you for being honest enough to say so. DONT be like Sam and Ally and want to hold on to a "position" just because of the perks it offers.....
I completely understand where you are coming from Farrah, and I want to continue to be a part of the staff, as I have been since nearly the beginning.. I have done too much and put in way too many hours to just say "Whatever" now, but I have to delegate responsibilities accordingly, and nobody knows what goes on in neither myself nor Meghann's life, yes that sounds SO Alessandra but that is really how it is..
My entire family system has been shaken up over a span of the past year, and since then my entire life has been in a whirlwind.
The people that were my model image of a perfect family (Meg's parents) got a divorce, and that completely shattered me.. Everything is turned upside down, nobody acts the same, we have to be on our guard because we never know what is going to happen day by day. I mean Meghann doesn't know if the next day, she will be taken away from her Mom and put in protective services due to a harsh custody battle..
My mother just got married to a great guy, the only problem is that he lives in New York, and my mom is staying here to be with me during my Senior Year, and I just feel like I am holding her back, but she insists that I am not...
Not only that but my Sister moved to New York because she doesn't like California, so now half of my family is separated all because I am in highschool in California, and my mom knows that I really want to be here...
There is 3 computers in the house, that have internet access, two of which are used constantly by Meghann's mother and her boyfriend who play an online game, LITERALLY 24 hrs. a day. Time is limited.. We dont always have access.
Not to mention I am in the last year of highschool and I am not burning out just because I am a Senior. I am an honor student and I NEED to study. I can't help that.. My schooling and education comes first.
Then when the one computer IS free, it gets three viruses and tons of spyware shit that we couldn't get off of the computer, so basically we could only go online when Meghann's mom and her boyfriend weren't on, which was scarce. I could only go on 5th period at school, which I felt I needed to devote to X-Evolution, because the game was just starting out and didn't have an established staff like GoW does.
My mom wants me to live in New York with her after highschool, I want to stay in California, so there is drama there. If stay in California I have nobody, how am I going to pay for anything? All of these are stresses.
I just quit my job a month ago, and am stressing about getting a new job.
There is tons of drama everyday in our lives because of the divorce, and because we are all at a Crossroads in our lives and our biding our time until it is over..
So when I log on and all I see is MORE drama, it completely turns me off.. It just makes it less fun for me..
I am not putting blame on anyone, my feelings don't blame anyone, that is just what I am saying...
Masters of Evil is where I met a LOT of good friends and I personally don't want to leave, but I try my best, and sometimes obviously none of you feel it is good enough, but mind you all the people..
So, I am sorry if it seems I can't put my full time into the Masters of Evil, but sometimes I can't, everything seemed to be running completely smooth to me..
I don't like feeling like I don't do anything, because I haven't been here in awhile, but I all the while I have been gone, I was thinking of new MoE Species, New Competitions, etc. and then I come back to me not putting in enough effort..
I am sorry but I am trying the best I can! It's just a little tough at the moment!
