I admit that i have become quite cynical and pessimistic. I dont care what anyone thinks about that. I'm not going to LIE about my feelings or outlook on things when everything in front of me about those things points to "BAD" <<shrug>>
@ the same time, i don't go out of my way to be "debbie downer" either. i dont LOOK for the negative, but when signs point to BAD i'm not willing to pretend like its not as bad as it is nor do i want someone telling me something like "it'll all work out" when they can't guarantee that w/ any kind of solution.